Today hasn't been particulary good, I'm a Liverpool fan, we've just lost 6-3 to the gooner youngster team, to be fair though it was an exciting finish to the game anyway enough of that.

Today wasn't a good day emotionally, i've been thinking about all the nastiness thats been going on and I was on a bit of a downer. Doing the job that i do i'm on my tod for most the day with my own thoughts, this can be quite a detrimental experience like it was today. I still cant understand why Pretty Lady is being so horrible, i treated her well, she got flowers, she got all that she asked for, i never cheated on her and most importantly i respected her, i gave my life to her and this is how she repays me, using my unborn daughter as a weapon against me.

She also started to try and get people on her side, making up lies to make herself the victim. I'm sorry was she the one who was used for 18-20 months? NO! Was she the one who put repeated unfaithfulness to the back of her mind? NO! That was me too. I'm so frustrated with the whole situation but plans are in motion, it all depends on what the Pretty Lady does, one thing i am not is stupid and if she thinks that i am and do not know what game she is playing then she is horribly mistaken.

"Walk on, walk on, with hope in your heart and you'lll never walk alone..... You'lllll never walk alone!"