Love, Life, Get screwed

Well she has now taken me off her MSN contact list and probably blocked me.

I think it was cause i have added some new pix to my "myspace", i ask you this ladies and gentlemen, why is it ok for her to rub it in my face that she has moved on? She got back with her ex, after supposedly hating him for leaving her at the alter a few days after ending it with me, while she's now nearly 36 weeks pregnant with my baby? She has done everything she can to be hurtfull and spitefull to me and i've not been too bitter. And because i've added a pik or two of some new friends, not met on the net i'll add shes got the strop?!?!?

Maybe she did still have feelings for me? Maybe she just kunted me off because she felt like it? Maybe it was all a test to check my commitment? (the last i dont think, you'll know why if you've read my blog from the begining!)

Do you think that even if it was because i'm moving on that i could've hurt her? I dont think too highly of that idea either. So whats the bet now then I hear you ask? Well the bet is, "how long do you think it'll be before I find out that my Little Princess has come into the world?"

"I'm just trying to get a laugh for sh1ts and giggles"

You know, the more I begin to think about life in general, the more i flucking hate the conetish thing, I swear the more I delve into the meanings of life the more spasticated and retarded i get! But then thats not even mentioning the complete mongolisation of the general populous. Like this whole business with the ex, hats off to the bird she played me well, she had a game plan n stuck to it, but she is the exception to the rule.

I'm sorry, women on a whole cant drive, u know why they dont have as many accidents as males? Cause all us blokes feel sorry for the demented cattle and swerve to avoid thus hitting something or someone else, this leaves the female looking in the mirror (while putting on her war paint and flucking lippy) saying to herself how stupid us blokes r!! Thats just the start, people r stupid, you watch people aimlessly wandering around london, like cattle but the difference is cattle r more intelligent, they know why they're here, to procreate and to eat, people know flucking nothing. I think on another blog I may have to rant about the general state of society and the fact that due to the media and womens sexual liberation, most birds out there are flucking slappers and R2D-tards. That concludes this rant.

"Go and make me some flucking money b1tch"

Right well i'm pleased to say i've done really well, I haven't had an alcoholic drink since New Years Eve (even at home ), I've got my smoking down to one every hour and a half, i must admit though i am clock watching. I haven't put a penny in the slots since december the 22 when i went to the club with certain people, i've been to the pub plenty of times too. I'm doing really well with the whole gym thing, even getting people to come down with me. I've also cut out all the sh1t food that i used to eat that includes the spicey stuff ( to those of you that know me you'll know how much of a big deal that is, o yeah and no more raw bacon. ) I'm not really drinking fizzy stuff either, i prefer water! Another amazing feat. But gonna have to start eating a lot of lettuce?!?!?!? "ahhh whats up doc?"

So to cut things down to the long and short of it, I'm still the same person as i always was but now i'm better none of the nastyness that could've worked against me!

Introducing the new and improved Rob, sau hi new and improved Rob... "hi boys and girls!"

This quote means something to me, cause of recent events. Ready?

"You never know how far to push things until you've pushed too far!"

Todays hit me quite hard, i've been on a bit of a downer, thinking about all the "what ifs" in love, life and relationships but luckily for me i'm quite easily distracted by all the good things that are going on as I make my winding way through this slummy plane that we call life.

I was speaking to Bungle today, he's one of my best mates, we've been mates since we were in nappies, he has always been there for me for whatever i've needed, if i've been getting a kicking, he's been there and if I just needed someone to talk to over meaningless sh1t or some deep sh1t, he's always been there and vice versa. Anyway he's decided to join me on my journey of self improvement and so has my other mate, big T. Big T makes me laugh cause hes black... Its not cause hes black that makes me laugh its the fact that he's a trans-racial, his skin maybe black but he has a white man's soul! Also another of my boys, Big L has decided to join me aswell! This makes me happy, its good to see that when i need people, they come running, HOw many people can truely say that?

Well its the end of another blog so its time for the quote, this one is well known, I dont want to believe it but with whats been going on i'm tempted to agree.
"Lifes a b1tch, then u marry one!"