Ha ha I am invincible, there was a time for reflection, a time for reminiscing, that time has now past. I'm not silly enough to believe a word that comes from Pretty Lady's mouth, I know her game.

She will not put me on the birth cert so she can claim benefit and hold me to ransom, ie I pay her loads of cash and I will be able to see my Little Princess, I am no fool, I have had over the last few days many moments of intense clarity, I've spoken to my solicitor and I will be going for a Parental Responsibility Order, which I'm affraid to say Pretty Lady will contest by means of first saying that I am not the father... So I will get a court order for a DNA test, then she will say what a horrible person I am, taking drugs, drinking to excess and that I have a problem controlling my temper, she will say that I scare her. NONE OF THIS IS TRUE. Of course I will probably have to prove this in court but bring it on.

I have awoken to the belief that she has only told me she still loves me as a means of control, so I will bow to her wishes and do what I am told, I cannot allow this to happen. She is also trying to keep me waiting in the wings for when things with Voldermort dont work out, which will probably be sooner rather than later, this is another reason why I must have either my name on the birth cert or a Parental Responsibilty Order, I will and must bloke his move to adopt her. He will walk out on the family that I loved so much and the family that I still care for. I actually feel sorry for Pretty Lady, I think she knows as well as the rest of us that her affairs with Voldermort will not work out, this will probably destroy her and her two oldest boys, i really do miss the kids.

Anyway good luck to them. By the way, she and Voldermort are both Chelsea fans... Says it all, but everyone knows, "Chelsea men will always finish second best to a Liverpool Man."

"As I walk through the valley in the shadow of death, I stop to smell the roses and to appreciate all the love, goodness and kindness all around me."