Love, Life, Get screwed

I'd just like to thank the people that have commented on my situation/blog and for the advice given, I shall try to keep everything in mind when i choose which way to go with everything.

The difficulty is that if I just loom in the wings, I'll hardly see my little girl, if i'm too in Pretty Lady's face i'll NEVER see my Little Princess unless of course I abduct her and head off to spain change our names and live on the run.... Not a good option really, I think I'll have to utilise the quote which i'll finish this blog off with;

"Keep your friends close but your enemies closer."

Right well where do i start? I'll start from sunday and my last blog.
She didn't reply to my email till the morning of monday, she told me that I would not be there for the birth, Voldermort would be, I would find out a couple of days later... Confirmed, I WILL NOT BE ON THE BIRTH CERTIFICATE!!! This is so I will have no rights over her... She went on to give me the impression that she still loves me and if i get myself sorted out we may get back together! Anyway... This as you can imagine left me dazed and confused... Completely mind fucked actually.

Carrying on... Today i've been thinking about all the poss outcomes and routes to those outcomes.... I got very depressed... But this evening I went to the gym to get rid of all the stress that i'm feeling as I usually do and guess what?

Rob chatted up some1... Used small talk too! Her name is... well better not use her real name so I shall name her Butterfly... I'm punching well above my weight but we were talking for a good long while, i didn't go as far as to ask her out cause i'm skint till the end of the month but i think i've laid a good foundation.

So 3 cheers for me; Hip Hip
Hip Hip
Hip Hip

Give it up for StudleyWonderFuck, hes my alter ego, he hasn't been aloud out for a while for obvious reasons.

"The path to true love never runs smoothly and is never clear"