Sorry I haven't done anything for a couple of days all those who wait on my every word.

Well the last couple of days have been and gone much the same as the week before, been quite depressed but I've been able to keep it together, I haven't blubbered for a while so i guess thats a good thing.

Last night I went out with Mr and Mrs Hamster after the gym, I'm sorry to say I fell of the wagon, i had 6 pints, supprisingly I wasn't too drunk considering all i had to eat yesterday was 8 carrots! Anyway it was one of those evenings when Pretty Lady was the main topic of conversation, I found out a couple of things.

1. Mrs Hamster will definately be the birthing partner and she is not allowed to tell me when my daughter is born, Voldermort will not be present at my Little Princess' birth. I dont think even Pretty Lady's that horrible, but I've been wrong before. Apparently Pretty lady wants to have her and get home b4 she picks up the phone to tell me that I'm a daddy. WOW I really hate the fact that I have to be thankfull to her even after the fact that I will miss my first born child's birth, I wont be there to witness the moment when she comes into this world. That hurts me so much, I may try an email to see if she will reconsider but after everything I dont think she will.

2. I'm actually over Pretty Lady, I can think about the nasty stuff that its not healthy to and it doesn't bother me.

This is where the inequality comes in, why because we weren't married is everything set up in favour of women? I understand the breast feeding bit but what about after that? Especially as I wasn't the one to split the family, she was with her unfaithfullness, o yeah thats another thing I found out last night she was unfaithfull to me for the last 2 months minimum. lol makes me laugh. Pretty Lady's a bit of a harlet really and a benefit hussy!

Right its Sat 13th Jan at 10:51 and i'm gonna have a curry. So I shall leave you with this;

"Life is what happens while your waiting to die"