Love, Life, Get screwed

I never thought it would be like this, i've never been one for exercise but i've been hitting the gym hard for the last three days and i'm already begining to tone up and feel good. I couldn't hit the gym today cause its shut but i've done some bits n bobs today at home while recovering from last night even though i didn't actually drink that much. I actually went to the pub and had 4 glasses of coke, this is something that i have never done before when i haven't been driving, bodes well for my resolutions.

I've decided to get back on the horse asap, i'm looking good and will look better. Ladies i'm comming to get ya!

Just going back to poisonlady... I never really thought that she'd get this nasty and spiteful but i dont care, you know why? I'm strong, I go through hardship so i'm emotionally strong, I go to the gym so i'm phyisally strong, i educate myself so i'm mentally strong, I do all this for me, to make me the best daddy that i can be to my Little Princess when she arrives.

Well the new year has come and gone, i hope everyone had a good'un?

Last night I managed to get out, I went to a local club with the Hamster and his wife plus of course their family. Pretty Lady and Voldermort were the topic of conversation for most the night, not my choosing. I tried very hard to keep my feelings to myself with varying degrees of success.

Hamster's wife is Pretty Lady's birthing partner so at least I should find out within an hour or two of my Little Princess's birth that shes actually here.

They seem to be under the impression that I will get to see my daughter when shes here but they had only got some of the storey they didn't know that she'd told me I couldn't see her full stop and would not be in her life, when they found this out they said she was just being spiteful to try and hurt me.

Anyway its quite funny, all of Pretty Lady's family and friends think shes a mug for getting back with Voldermort, I say good luck to 'em, they deserve each other, they are the same type of people.

As for me this is a new year and a good chance of creating a new life for myself with the focus being on improvement of body and mind plus ofcourse the main goal is to make sure that I will have access to my daughter.

Good luck to everyone.

Well i've been out n spoken to some mutual friends, all i can say is happy new year and i'm gonna fight.